There are moments that still take my breath away. Moments where I still can't believe this is all real. Moments that send me spinning back into darkness.
It's Isabelle, I just read your little princess' story. I am so sorry that she is not in your arms. I know exactly how you feel. I hope for much better days ahead for all of us, moms of sweet babies gone too soon. I don't know how many times I pray for God to grant me back my Alex healthy and full term to cradle him in my arms where he should be. I know that he is in a better place but I will never understand what reason could be so important that he was to die for. I do find solace in that he is healthy and happy with Jesus even though I still feel that he was supposed to be with us here on earth. With love, I hope you feel better, Isabelle. Thank you for being there for me.
I've written the same words as you, so many times, and they have spun through my head ever since my son died. It's simple, really. I just want my baby too.
Hi Jordanna,
ReplyDeleteIt's Isabelle, I just read your little princess' story. I am so sorry that she is not in your arms. I know exactly how you feel. I hope for much better days ahead for all of us, moms of sweet babies gone too soon. I don't know how many times I pray for God to grant me back my Alex healthy and full term to cradle him in my arms where he should be. I know that he is in a better place but I will never understand what reason could be so important that he was to die for. I do find solace in that he is healthy and happy with Jesus even though I still feel that he was supposed to be with us here on earth. With love, I hope you feel better, Isabelle. Thank you for being there for me.
I've written the same words as you, so many times, and they have spun through my head ever since my son died. It's simple, really. I just want my baby too.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for the loss of your son. It's such an injustice. We miss them, so.
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